i lie to everyone i meet

i've perfected a persona, i've made a identity made of lies and deceit

how he acts, how he present himself, how he looks, how he dresses, is completely disconnected to who i really am

all of it is built off of lies in order to seem more likeable, in order to survive

the only real thing about him is his grandfather's name

i've ruined many relationships by making him step aside

people tend to perfer him more than they do me, and i don't blame them, he has character

but i'm debating letting him go

because well he's served me well and helped me get through high school

i'm not in high school anymore

and if i introduce people to him and then let him go, people will hate me

but if i keep him i'll regret it

i've outgrown him

but i've also been dependant on him

whatever i choose, i have to choose it fast

i hope it goes well