i don't know what to write but i know that i have to

i've been very paranoid and lost recently

i'm scared too

i feel all of it at once

my thoughts are scrambled

i don't know what i'm doing at any given time

or where i'm going

sometimes i even forget where i am

i have to do something...

i think i'm going to tell my psychiatrist about my identity

i think i'm going to have to make it official

and it dosen't even mean that much to me anymore

it's just something i need to do before i can get better