all my relationships are surface level

i wish for more

i want to explore everyone i meet

i want to understand them

i want to see them from the inside

i want to see what makes them tick

i want to know what it's like to be them

i want to know how they think

i want to see how they work

i want to watch the complicated systems at play whenever they do something

i want to see the nurons that make them move their muscles

i want to see their suffering

i want to see their happiness

i want to see their darkness

i want to see their warmth